oh people i know you miss me , thats why i am here now . babyyyy , i am back ! ;D

yes , it has officially ended now , the most precious thing of my life . and they didnt even bother to tell me about it . what a friends .
i cry like a madman every night , being emo at school because everything i said and do remind me of them . i feel like running away when i saw how others can still laugh and move on while i am still stuck with this hurtful feeling . i shed tears at school without anyone noticing it of course and be mad for no reason . totally heartbroken when people talk about best friends and group . trust no one anymore . and envy people who still can hug and do jokes with their BFF . and up till now still trying to convince myself that this is just a bad dream or an april fool joke . maybe i am a dumb afterall . ahaha :D


dear people who read my blog who still have a best friends ,

treat them well . dont hurt their feeling . dont talk shit behind their back and then act innocent. dont do thing they dislike . ask for their opinion if you are doing something involving them . always be there when they need you . be faithful . make sacrifices , its okay if you got scold because of them , well , atleast you got scold together . ;D
share your happiness and sadness . tell them about your crush but dont over doing it . support them no matter what . do thing that can benefit both of you . accept them the way they are . and please , if you hate them then dont act like you love them , it will only give them hopes . take good care of them and most importantly , love them as much as you can , love them as a sister . =)
because when you lose them , thats when you realize how important they are in your life and how empty your world will be without them . thats when you start to appreciate them . but at that time it will all be too late . but some people have no heart so they feel nothing
think about it . =)


p/s : i hate people who ditch school for no reason .
pps : stop irritating me you bitch ! =.=
pppps : i trust no one anymore ..
ppppps : as a reminder , you dont know the real me yet so please dont do thing that you'll regret. =)