i hate crying .always telling myself not to cry , all going to be alright, i'm strong, dont have to be like this yadayadayada . but it wont work . of course no one know coz no one care . right? feel like i'm losing everything and it hurt . i'm scared . i know i annoyed you but dont have to ignore me all the time . i feel like i'm a useless person and u have to act like you like me but actually you dont . i'm trying my best to be a very good person to you . it's been going on since i first met you . you dont know how hurt it is . i try to like what you like . just because i dont want to be left behind . of course i cant blame you coz u dont even know . but i'm just tired . tired of crying everyday because i might lose you or hurt you . tired of everything . i know its not your fault and i'm not trying to blame you . i'm just saying what i really feel like at this moment . because right now i feel like giving up because i've tried so hard but it never work . guess i'm not a very good friend after all . haha . sorry for this emo post , i just feel like writing it here since i have no one to talk to . hope you dont mind . =)
watch new moon already! dengan my mom and my sis . it was great ! =D
when jacob took off his shirt , there's this one guy making the woooo~ sound and the girls scream! haha . it was so funny . i scream too ; dalam hati jek lah tapi . xD
and when jacob first muncul with his long hair , they laugh . =.= sah tak tengok twilight lagi nihh . and everyone(the girls) go auwwwww~! at the last part of the movie . i do too .haha. edward is beyond sweet . x]
but my mom keep saying the movie is boring blablabla. she even sleep . haha . well , its not her type of movie so cant blame her . =D
oh! oh! congratz suju boy ! for winning 3 award at the golden disk award ! i'm so proud ! i feel like shouting-hey world ! i'm an ELF ! =D
also , super junior's eternal girlfriend our E.L.Fs , sincerely thank you . - leeteuk . haha . i can be happy at such a random thing . xD
but he cry while he mention kibum and kangin who cant be with them that day and said how much they love them . tsk tsk . =(
and i cant help laughing when the elf keep shouting ahhhh~! when leeteuk give the speech. you should watch the video and you'll understand what i meant . haha .
and and sorry sorry answer is sosososo cool ! everyone especially leeteuk look so hot and i really love the part when eunhae rap ! AHH~*melting*xD
oh! dah abes download! gtg people ! gonna watch melon music award ! and sorry snsd fans but i think its not fair that they got all the award . =.=
congratz anyway . gee gee gee gee~ =)
p.s : going to taiping next week ! =D
p.p.s : i like zac efron ! haha . xD
p.p.s : khunnie ~~~channie (Nichan) ~~~ xDDD
khun getting mad coz taec draw the cartoon at his book . alah~ the book he use to learn korea tuhh. ahaha. so cute .x]
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