i dont know how to live life anymore .. this year , 2009 year , is full of challenge . and i'm not that strong to go through all this .. why me ? i keep asking myself this question over and over . but never found the answer . all of this .. i never expected them to happen .
and now the one who always cheer me up , who make me laugh , who make me smile are having problem too. far more worse than mine . if they cant even smile , how can i laugh ? i hope we can stay strong , i hope they can stay strong .
i'm moving , no luck with my crush , hurt by my friends , family dont understand me and now super junior . can life get any worse ? *sigh*
i hold this tears like forever . and i think my eyes are gonna explode at any second . i dont think i can hold it any longer . if i ever cry , can you lend me your sholder? ='(

ok .. enough with the luahan hati thingy . haha . xD

last night , eat dinner at pizza hut . we order the new pizza tu , the cheese is delicacious !xD
you should really try it if you are a cheese lover . but dont eat to many , or not you'll feel like throwing up . you know cheese . muak kan kalau makan banyak sangat . =.=''
then , on 11. 20 we go and watxh movie . we watch ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS !
*applause*=DD
it was really great , i laugh non stop ! haha . good to release your tension . and they're cute like always . but even more cuter when they're in loveeee ! with the chippetes or something . OMG. i almost scream because of the cuteness overload ! LOL
and before we go to the cinema , we hang out at the air pancut . all store are close so cant go shopping .xD
then i saw this baby girl . chinese i guess . but she doesnt look like one. i cant tell by looking at her father . so so so so freakin seriously damn cute ! cute cute cute ! i dont know how to describe how cute she is . i actually plan to take her pic but didnt do it coz her father might saman me . haha . but she surely is cute ! she kept waving at us and laugh . haha . i dont know my face is that funny . =.=''
but whatever coz she's cute .

me : hey hey . tengok dat baby ! OMG !
sis : oh oh ! comel !
me : tau xmengape ! ya allah , comel nyeeeee . kalo ayah die xde , dah lame dah aku culik ! x]
sis : =.='' thank god ayah die ade .

and and before we lepak2 at the air pancut , you know we use the lif to go down to the level c . then when the lif open , there , infront of me , stood three gorgeous guy who look just like a model ! so freakin handsome i'm tellin ya ! especially the middle one . x]
foreign of course . and my sis also agree with me . gatal budak tu . xD ngahahahahaha

*in the lif *

mom : yih ! sesak nye . tengok ramai betol orang naek lif . mesti dieorang pon takot macam mama . +)
me : =.='' err .. dieorg tu bukan takot tapi pemalas !
mom : ohh ~ hahahahaha .

going back to johor tomorrow ! and maybe .. just maybe we are goin to songapore . i cant always believe what my mom said . she never kept her word . =.=
but i hope she is this time . i'm so excited when she said " we're goin shopping at singapore ~ get your passport done ! x]"
hahaha . sometimes having a mother who love shopping is a good thing ! =D