hey yo~!xD

i know you must say something like what the hell are you doing here?xD
kekeke. i'm absent from school. why? because i feel lazy to go. =.=
in other word , i dont want to go to school. sigh
i beg my mom like hell yesterday so she will let me ponteng. give her all excuses i can think of.xD ehe. what? dont give me that look. i have reason okay. i'm sick of SMKPT.=.=
if i go to school then teacher dont come then i will want to make noises but then teacher will scold saying we're disturbing the form 3 and blablabla so whats the point of going?
and..i need time to relax.. a hell lots of problem are troubling me this past few days..
if i go to school then i will feel like crying. i feel like everything i do is wrong. and people are starting to not liking me. so better not see those people or they will hate me for real. it's just my feeling, i'm not saying this to anyone.
i dont know what to write here anymore. i'm afraid to write what i feel. i'm afraid to write anything. because i may offense some people. should i just delete this blog? no use if i have a blog but cant truly express what i really want to. right?
people now days are hard to understand..
and i almost get hit by a car yesterday. luckily i saw that car and survive. it's my fault. i have a headache at that time and all the prob are making me think like an insane people and besides, i didnt eat during recess. so it's really is my own fault. but how i wish that car will just hit me at that time so i wont have to think again. i told you i'm a lil bit insane at that moment. but dont worry, i'm sane now!=D

oho. manage to say good luCk to kak hana and she laugh and said yes of course. ehe. dont know why i'm happy.=D well.maybe it's because it's a lil bit hard to talk to her so yeah.and sent msg to kak huda wish her good luck too. membodek~xDD kekeke.
her mom think she's a diva!=.= blehh. i dont like her mom.she's taking my mom away from me.=.= it's like every minutes . she'll call my mom asking her to go out. 'lets go to spa!' 'let's go shopping till we die!' =_= 'let's go there, lets go here,lets go everywhere!'
why dont you just go around the whole world? oh wait. i forgot, you've plan that to.=.=