dear you,
things have been soo awkward lately between you and me. and this make me feel uncomfortable. although i'm still not fully recovered yet but i think i can say this-i forgive you and yeah. i love you.
i think i shouldnt be too mad at you because i know i must have hurt you as well. so i dont think we should keep this on.and i hope you can also forgive me.besides..i'm moving. to taiping next year...='( yeah..its official. you're goin to say goodbye to me next year..
so i want to create a good and happy memories here with you guys. i dont want to only remember about this fight.i dont want to only remember you as a not-so-good-friend-anymore. i've been thinking a lot about this after my mom told me that it's a huge chance that we are goin to move. and the final exam is coming. i dont want this things to bug us anymore. i know its hard for you and its even harder for me. please change. please dont let me down again cause i dont want to make you cry again. you are one of my BFF and i just have to accept you the way you are. i know. but a lil changes wont hurt right? and i'm goin to change too. because i love you guys and i'm doing this for all of you.and.. i cant believe i said this but i trust you again. so please..can you promise me not to tell anyone if i ever tell you something again even to your own self? you actually make my faith on people fading..i trust no one after what happens.
i'm actually touched when you said you do the solat hajat just to have my apology. thats sound stupid but soo damn meaningful to me!=D so yeah dear you, i forgive you.and i hope we'll be just like what we used to be. =)
i'm actually crying while typing this. haha.='D

and i'm sorry for all my wrongdoings toward you guys. you guys are actually a good friends but can be annoying sometimes.haha.xD oh! i know i'm annoying too~!=D aha.
but please dont judge anything when you dont know the real story. you should hear from both site when a problem occur. dont just pitied her and think she's right because she cry till her eyes swollen or whatsoever infront of you. think about this.maybe the other one is crying too but she dont want to show it because she dont want anyone sympathy and maybe..she's already tired of crying because she cried a hell lot more. everyday maybe? and she's weak but she doesnt want anyone to know that. she have a hell lot of problems. her family and now her friends.have you ever think about this? no offense people.i'm just saying what i think is right.
and a lil help for your friends wont hurt you right? i know i'm easily offended lately. i realize that. but whose false is it? i'm not trying to blame you but think about it.


whatever it is, please..lets be a real BFF for once. do all things together, no secrets, no lies,no touching2...=.=
i dont know why am i saying this but let our friendship be like the wannababes or SNSD?ahaha.xD
no kidding! look at them..they love and stand for each other no matter what.. whatever it is, we can see that they really love each other so damn much..i want our friendship to be like that. just the friendship okay?xD
*sigh* i dont know how my life will be without you guys but it's sure suck a lot. =(

your truly member and the bendahari duit kertas. LOL

p/s: watch the last episodes of petit2 muse on last thursday...happy ending! LOL i want to be a designer too!xDD
p.p.s: ah! alots of things to do! but so little time.=.=