I've watched dance Subaru before and on the last part of the movie..MANA(the one in red) said to her mother something like this-"I've always like her(Subaru)...really like her..but at the same time i also envy her...*cried*"

as she said that..i suddenly realize that i feel the same way toward someone too...
yeah..I've always like her..since we first met and wanted to be her friends..but as time goes by,i started to feel jealous....jealous because she got everything that i want...jealous because everyone like her more and i just could not face the fact that she's better than me...
but after i heard mana said that..i feel like there's no use of feeling like that..coz I'm the one who'll get hurt not her...i just have to face it..she take away something from me but I'm not gonna do anythings because she's my friends...and i cant hate her...i just have to try to throw away the jealousy...=)
and i want to say sorry to her for feeling like this...although she doesn't know that I'm writing bout her but i hope she'll forgive me....anyone who read this should forgive me too!who knows..maybe you are her!XDDD



OK..enough with that!
ATIQAH~!!love you~~~~!!!XDD
thanks for giving me the poster~~~~~~~
the FT ISLAND poster~~~~!for free!
you're sooooo sweet!love you lah babe!=DDDD



so yesterday..go to school and blablabla...
we got Maggi and Milo free~!just like I've told before...i take the Milo twice...and the bro said nothing!hoho~but I'm not as greedy as Natasha!she take four!four weh!XDD
then me,ainaa(partner in help!XD) and Natasha and fatin help PN.FARAH do some work...just have to check and thick a paper...a simple job but pn.Farah buy us a drink!me and ainaa drink Milo again!=.= while Nat and fatin drink teh ais...=.==.=
we also do a perhimpunan haram by not going up to the class after done helping...=D
we are the F4!why need to go to class???xDD
as usual..I'm the president(in charge of the mesyuarat) and they keep calling me TUAN not president....=.=


oh!our leader-sshi!!!did i tell you i love youuuuuu~~???
yeah!love you!!you are one great leader!!proud to be your member!!=D
congratz on winning the PERTANDINGAN MEMASAK menggunakan bahan maggi~!!LOL
you are just like leeteuk!and onew!and yunho!and hyun joong~!you are one great leader...
and..nadiah...you are older that me..please face the fact and stop call me noona....XDD jkjk
you can call me whatever you want i don't care!




as you know..the sorry sorry song is a big hit!LOL..most people start to know suju after they realease the sorry album..they are sooo famous now that my tuition teacher also have their song!i'm saying this because my teacher is a big fan of boy band like paramore and etc.and suddenly..he came to class and said to us he got suju song!*happy*

mr.shukri:saye nak pergi korea next week!
us:haaaaah??!yekeeeee???best-nyer!!
mr.shukri:xde la..saye gurau jek~haha
me:laaa~bru ingat nak suroh tolong belikan super junior~!xDDD
mr.shukri:belikan super junior~?*laugh*